hmm hmm procrastinating again! bah. sometimes i can be horribly lazy..

last few weeks and weekends were really eventful.. so many many stuff happening! firstly let me express my greatest disappointment to the two lecturers of the two seminars. im sorry but i literally learnt nothing. im super pek chek and highly disappointed. i think tszman is super smart. haha. i wont tell you why! it's a secret. half my monday was wasted train-hoping and being annoyed at the seminar.. went to meet alene and mika for lunch after their x-men movie.. pasta mania! yummy. now i finally realised why i've been so horribly broke. went rousy's after that didnt really do much cos i was kinda tired. =(

tuesday was another morning wasted.. lunched and went rousy's once again. took a taxi home cos my shoes betrayed me. i sure know how to spend money eh. i want to go israel this year after my o levels! want want want! but as you can tell im in financial difficulty.. shopping may have to be cut down, and i may need to go look for a holiday job. maybe i should set up a 'save alena' fund. what crap.

did some talking with some people and alot of thinking the past few days.. and i really cannot understand certain things. i think i think too much. but sometimes i can sort of read people's minds by their expressions. over-sensitivity? i dunno. sometimes people dont mean what they say. why like that? if you dont mean it.. what for say? for fun? it's not fun playing with other people's feelings.

just now at home got short circuit. scare my aunty until she started screaming. thank God nothing serious happened.
cant wait for tml! =)

"sometimes things are not what you think it is.. sometimes it's not that simple.."